Well Rudy, I sure sympathize about your memories of the fall & hunting & such. We have that comon understanding, hunting is some much more than harvesting an animal. I am sure that Jay would tell you to get back out there sometime & go hunting. In fact, It would be my honor to give you a bow from my company (Bowtech) such as a Airborne 82nd or an Admiral. When that day comes, you let me know & I will send you a bow to hunt with in your son's honor. I think God really has a special place in his heart for those who gave everything they had to protect the innocent & keep the peace. If it is one thing that should help you is knowing that your son is in a better place waiting for you & your family. Who knows, we may all be going there soon with the way things are going. Keep the faith & know you have friends that support you.